Can It Be?

Have I finally heard my heart? I think I have.
Here's a piece of it.

I think...I am fairly set on moving.
I feel like...I would regret staying in Texas & not seizing this opportunity.
I was thinking about this yesterday as I was sitting in Starbucks(who knew it could be a good thinking spot?!) & I realized, if I don't leave now, when will I? Probably like, never. I feel like I need a completely new change of scenery & an adorable small town sounds like the change I need...I am tired of the metroplex. I want to be somewhere slower/quieter to learn more of me.

I wish I could see what this will do to my relationship with Khaibar. That's been the hardest part. The idea of almost leaving him behind. But, am I really leaving him behind? It's roughly an 8 hour drive between him to where I will be. Do able? Yes. && with the news of donuts passing grade, being here alone(per say) does not sound like the life I want to live in the next 6-8 months. I want to go & be where I know I am going to be loved & wanted. There's nothing here for me. I mean, he's here but he has his family too to think of. With Angela & Alex, it'll be just us(as well as possibly 3, maybe 4 pets) all attending Ole Miss. I'm required to buy a pair of Nike shorts(if you've been to Oxford, you understand) & oddly enough, I am okay with that.

This is the path God has chosen for me. I am fairly certain.

-Ariel